Monday, February 04, 2008
Bastard. BastardBastardBastardBastardBastardBastardBastardBastardBastard.
ARGH. Okay, indifference and moral high ground. *repeats mantra to self* I will stop loving him soon... I just need to be patient. It'd go away!! So what if he takes free condoms and the mouth protection thing? So what if he goes to club 216 and dances/makes out/bring home bisexual girls? NOT MY DAI JI. F***er.
I will get a good, exciting job. Do well this semester and forget the past year happened.
Please Lord... Please continue to give me strength! I need you :( Guide me during my interviews this week and lead me to where You want me to be. I trust You, God. Please be with me and lift me in Your arms. Comfort me, give me peace and make me whole. I love You, Lord. Amen.
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