Saturday, September 08, 2007

I gained a boyfriend, but lost a friend - a soulmate.

But i really do love yix. Inside his prickly outer shell, he's got a warm, loving heart. Sweet :) he makes me happy just by looking at me and smiling. Although I'd like more than that, like hugs and kisses, which he gives me too :) :)

*loves*

Lord, help me keep my eyes upon You even as my work piles up. Help me also to speak of Your wonderful love to yix so that he may know You. Most of all, take care of you yi please... He doesn't deserve the suffering I've put him through. Please watch over him and show him Your love daily. Give him strength, O Lord, as well as Your peace. Place Your healing hands upon him and make him happy. Thank You, Lord Jesus, I love You too :) Amen.

2:40 PM

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Quick update before I go for class: Yix asked me to be his gf as of approx 2am, sept 4th, and I said yes.

We figured its either all in or all out. Love or hate, now or never. And it's always better to love than to hate right? :p

Lord, give us love and give us guidance, for we need both. And we need You.

11:44 PM

Okay I'm just going to say this straight out and cut through all the crap.
NO more contacting yix except in large gatherings.
If i see him anywhere else, i smile (try to) and walk away. My handphone shall hereby not call nor receive calls from said person. And I'm staying off msn for awhile longer till I get completely over him.

Goal: NO more heartbreak. NO more pain and complications. Re-build emotional fortress and Maximize focus on my studies.

Honestly, yix changes his mind more times and is less reliable than a girl (no offense intended to the female gender). He's hurt me more than any other male in my life and although my heart aches for him, love doesn't necessitate stupidity. It doesn't take a genius to deduce that if you eliminate something that makes you unhappy (and i'm talking about NET happiness here), you automatically become happier (net).

See? I'm feeling better already!

5:06 AM

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