Friday, September 19, 2003
you suck.
7:02 PM
ashes to ashes, dust to dust;
we hate to beat you but we must, we must~
ahh... dear old rg days... :)
anyway, juz a general update on stuff.. din go to sch 3days in a row *grinz* or at least, ponned wednesday, fell sick thursday (but went 4awhile to study), still on mc on friday (today), but mummy sent mi to school so here i am! haha, so guai, been studying for e past 2hrs ;p attending lessons is a waste of time aniwae :P i would have liked to attend econs tut this morning as well as math lec, but i can't exactly appear in class n spirit myself away whenever i felt like it... lol. i'd prob get killed if i weren't so nice ;)
goodness, i'm blowing my own horn! hmm... bitten by e 'ego-bug' *shakes head in reproof* haiz... recovering, recovering *grinz*
mm.. for those who know what i'm talking about (sang u should know):
upward-sloping, beautiful scenery, perfect weather...
the birds chirp merrily as i walk up the slope; the carpet of flowers cushioning my feet fills the air with a mild fragrance, heady in its subtlety; the sun is bright, bathing me in its mild, golden warmth, but the air is cool and the playful breeze dances with me, sharing in my careless joie de vivre as only the wind can do~
gah. my english has languished since coming to jc... how deplorable! (or mebbe pathetic / atrocious wld be betta words...? sum1 help mi improve my vocab!!) :P *sads* bleah~
10:53 AM
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
distress, apprehension, misery, doubt, suffering, worriment, tension, anxiety, stress, angst, troubled, pain, plague, hardship, onus, trial, anguish, woe, tribulation, dread, trepidation, depression, oppression, hopelessness, agony, desolation, despair, grief, torture, heartache, gloom, oppression, struggle, vicissitude, disheartenment, disillusionment, terror, fear, turmoil, unease, disappointment, boredom, distaste, resentment, frustration, discouragement, regret, ordeal, distaste, capriciousness, vulnerability, lassitude, despondency, loathing, revulsion, insomnia, torment, pressure, unhappiness, bleakness, isolation, dejection, forlorn, confinement, emptiness, loneliness, listlessness, detachment, cheerless, bitter, jadedness, tedium, burnout, melancholia, apathy, spiritless...............
all this and more pretty much sum up the underlying smog that pervades jc life.
can't wait for it to be over.
12:23 AM