Saturday, May 31, 2003
Cold hearted orb that rules the night,
Removes the colours from our sight
Red is grey, and yellow white
But we decide which is right.
And which is an illusion.
Pinprick holes in a colourless sky,
Let incipient figures of light pass by,
The mighty light of ten thousand suns,
Challanges infinity and is soon gone.
Night time, to some, a brief interlude,
To others, the fear of solititude.
Brave Helios, wake up your steeds,
Bring us the warmth the countryside needs.
The Day Begins (Moody Blues)
Pink:
You see the world in bright pink. The world is a
happy, happy place! You love all people and
things!! Life is great! You're just like a
happy child. Spread the cheer.
*this quiz was made by
What color do you see the world in?
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12:29 AM
hrmz, juz watched matrix reloaded with genius during e m4m play ;) haha, it wasn't fantastic, though the special effects were thoroughly amazing~ acting was so-so, plot was non-existant... :P bleah, missed all e exciting bits for rugby finals as well as watching amogh act in e play ;p
i suppose i went out with him as a sort of test... not testing him, but myself... whether i really like him or not. my conclusion is:
- i like him as a friend
- i don't think i'd ever like him in that way
- i'm just lonely and need someone n i think he feels e same way but doesn't know tt
- i need MY someone :P
yeah... sighz. i don't like like cf in tt way anymore, but i still feel more comfortable arnd him than genius, even though he pisses mi off sometimes :) i'm just fond of him in a 'da4 ge2' kind of way i guess :) :)
yay, i'll be meeting li tmr to give her her present b4 i go ssc :D *misses her* and i'm downloading songs fr kazaa now... *grinz* =)
12:18 AM
Thursday, May 29, 2003
FINALLY my blog is working~!!! :D i have been dYinG to post this............... LI IS ATTATCHED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!! *gRInZ* and to FI!!!!!!! LOL!!!!! -laughs and laughs and laughs and laughs (power to infinity)- i'm sooooooo happpieeeeee for her!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *beeg BEEG gRInZ* =D =D =D
"Love is the only bow on life's dark cloud.
It is the Morning and the Evening Star.
It shines upon the cradle of the babe,
and sheds its radiance upon the quiet tomb.
It is the mother of Art,
inspirer of poet, patriot, and philosopher.
It is the air and light of every heart, builder of every home,
kindler of every fire on every hearth.
It was the first to dream of immortality.
It fills the world with melody,
for Music is the voice of Love.
Love is the magician, the enchanter,
that changes worthless things to joy,
and makes right royal kings and queens of common clay.
It is the perfume of the wondrous flower -- the heart
and without that sacred passion, that divine swoon,
we are less than beasts;
but with it, earth is heaven
and we are gods."
~Robert G. Ingersoll
You are a siren.
What legend are you?. Take the Legendary Being Quiz by Paradox
11:44 PM
Date: 2003-05-25 20:49
Subject: blogging
haiz! can't get into blogger... dunno wat's wrong :P so m posting here first den will update my blog later.
I am soooooooooo tired. Did comm service today fr morning up till 6pm, was collecting donations for e courage fund (yahhh.. sars thinggy =/ ). It's almost nine now, n i have a lit (poetry) essay to hand up, a gp compre to do, lit file as well as notebook for prince... then there's chinese compo and goodness knows what else i've forgotten... :( :( :( suffice to say, I have not started any of them.
Bone-weary. Slept at 6am this morning. Was talking to ee sang till almost 2am last nite, couldn't sleep after tt :P learned quite a bit from her... including this long story on how genius began to like me etc. Haha, i'm so tired i don't have energy to laugh... bleah. Apparently, smtime early feb, i walked past cf in the corridor (din noe him at tt time) and he was wif genius. according to ee sang which was according to cf, genius nudged cf n asked him if i was chio/sweet/good-looking (one of those, she can't remember, which is quite stupid since i am none) then cf was like "what if i tell you i kNoW her coz she's my jUniOr??!" yeah.. and thus began cf's chatting to mi over icq, which explains his ABSURB first convo abt love n bgr... i still remember his last sentence being smthing like "who knows, [genius]-i'm not saying his name- might just be your prince charming!" yeah. no WONDER he forever tells mi abt him lor... sighz :P explains SO much. you know, he could have just told me all this himself? instead of telling ee sang, who, incidentally, wasn't supposed to tell mi aniwae =/ strange......
yeah, dunno wat to do abt genius... at the moment, i don't like him the way he likes me. smitten would be the word i suppose, and stuff like tt don't last, so i think i need to have a nice long talk wif him abt our friendship/relationship soon... i think given time, i could possible return his feelings, but right now, i still feel more comfortable arnd cf den around him, so i think he needs to slow down abit, give me time :P haiz.... i'm so tired. pe tmr :(
oh yeah, and i wanted to mention ee sang n cf. they are soooooo gonna get together :P i feel a little strange abt that. overall, i'm totally happy n excited, but there's this little seed deep inside me (VERY DEEP mind you), that wishes he liked mi instead :( haiyoh. our life dem drama. feels like some lousy soap opera... haha.
Questions to ask CF:
1) what's his status with ee sang now? ergo, how does he feel etc n what's he gonna do abt it??
2) what/who is this wateva tt's keeping him fr fully commiting himself to ee sang?? [not me i know]
3) y did he not tell mi abt genius himself?!
ahhhh... feel more awake now. time to do lit... :( will try to write abt saturday and it's 'coincidental' meetings tmr if i remember :P
11:14 PM