Friday, December 26, 2003
hello!!! i just watched lotr: rotk for the fourth time!! hahaha :D just wait... i will reach my goal of ten! *gRInZ*
Home is behind the world ahead
And there are many paths to tread
Through shadow, till the edge of night
Until the stars are all alight
Mist and shadow, cloud and shade
All shall fade.
All shall....
Fade.
11:42 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2003
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!
haha, sorry i'm a bit slow.. been busy :) xmas lunch was good... as was service this morning... :) :) presents are nice, though i prefer opening them to receiving them -grin- n now i'm tired and wish to sleep. (esp since it's raining outside: perfect weather for a snooze!!) *sMiLeZ*
there is never so much i miss him as when i'm at church, singing praises to the Lord and wishing he were beside me, lifting his voice, his hands and his heart to God the Father, with me...
"Spontaniety reveals what is in one's heart." ~ Pastor Wee Boon Hup
The days have been good....... :)
4:45 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2003
i have FINALLY finished my official christmas shopping!!! *heaves a HUGE sigh of relief* all that tramping around orchard road (and more!) have my poor feet wanting to go on strike~ :p
woohoo! betta go tally all the prezzies now :) :) :)
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator.
"And The Goddess planted the acorn of life.
She cried a single tear and shed a single drop
of blood upon the earth where she buried it.
From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into
the world."
Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek),
Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian).
The Goddess is associated with the concept of
creation, the number 1, and the element of
earth.
Her sign is the dawn sun.
As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic
individual and people are drawn to you.
Although sometimes you may seem emotionally
distant, you are deeply in tune with other
people's feelings and have tremendous empathy.
Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your
own self. Goddesses are the best friends to
have because they're always willing to help.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Your soul is bound to the Second Totem, Luna:
The Wolf.
Luna appears as a pair of coral colored wolves.
She embodies empathy, nurturing, insight,
and warmth. She is associated with the
color coral, the season of spring, and the
element of wind. Her downfall is pathos.
You are most compatible with Doves and Ravens.
Which Animal Spirit Totem Are You?
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Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.
"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."
The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.
As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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7:34 PM
bittersweet... a mixture of pain and pleasure.
i woke up feeling... lost and confused.. did i reveal too much?? or too little...? did i read too much into what he said or does he reallllyyyy like me??? did he just say it so in future he won't regret not having asked or did he really mean it?
"They do not love that do not show their love. The course of true love never did run smooth. Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love."
Insecurity shall ever be my burden. One that weighs heaviest when it comes to matters of the heart.. Everytime i had given my heart before, only to take it back, shattered. painfully, painstakingly picking up the pieces and mending them back together again into a whole. Hardening and reinforcing it as i go so it won't break so easily the next time... Only now, it has become such that whenever i come to a crossroads with a path that requires me to give my heart, all my heart, i would stand there, pained and undecided, or go down the other path, heartsick, but safe.
"There is tide in the affairs of men, which, taken at the flood, leads on to fortune; omitted, all the voyage of their life is bound in shallows and in miseries; on such a full sea we are now afloat; and we must take the current the clouds folding and unfolding beyond the horizon. when it serves, or lose our ventures." William Shakespeare [Julius Caesar]
i am afraid. frightened... scared. I know sometimes we have to let go.. and take hold of opportunities with both hands before they pass us by. Carpe dium, seize the day. Yet, when do we let go and when do we hold on?? How do we know, to gamble our fortunes when the risk is blind and the stakes unset? HOW?!?!?
"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we might win, by fearing to attempt." William Shakespeare [Measure For Measure]
:(
8:53 AM
darnz.. it didn't go very well.. :( :( i think i screwed everything up. *sads*
would be nice to talk to jb... sigh..
1:35 AM
today was kim n evita's birthday (or at least, tata's bdae is tmr but we're celebrating it today :) we -evita, kem, da, daniel, germ, cheryl, rachel- went to marche for lunch. haha. i'm kinda confused actually... don't know what i'm writing abt =p
he asked me to be his girlfriend. i really like him.... i said no.. i suppose i'm not ready :p i hope it works out anyway...
sigh.
12:05 AM