Saturday, August 06, 2005
Hi i'm so tired... Just got back from a grueling mrt trip across singapore; from tanah merah to jurong east (missed raffles place stop) to bukit batok (changed to wrong train) back to jurong east and finally to raffles place and orchard!! *sags wearily*
That was the first time i've been out so late at night alone, i believe. Didn't realize i could feel unsafe in orchard... but i did. So many matts and various unsavoury looking characters around. One guy was dressed in black from head to toe, walking behind me and flipping the metal cap of his lighter up and down behind me. That one made me feel distinctly uncomfortable.. Praise God, i managed to catch a cab in less than 10mins of waiting for one, despite there being other ppl who were waiting along the road (orchard boulevard) even before i came. *relieved sigh* Thank God thank God thank God...
Another thing to thank God about: darling got into an accident yesterday morning (was it just yesterday??? seems such a long time ago....) but escaped physically unscathed and with very minor damage both cars involved. Emotionally, he's still quite traumatized *holds him tightly* and re-learning the public transport system in singapore (i think he knows it better than me actually... :P ) Ýou'll be fine, dearest... I love you. Have u thought of eating cereal instead of chips to help u keep awake while driving? Crunchy cereal, like quaker oats =)
Just a small update.. we're still going strong and loving deep (sorry abt the bad grammer, i'm too tired to think straight). In fact, i was at tanah merah coz i had gone over to his house for dinner, upon invitation fr his mom. I like his parents... His dad was telling me that they registered for marriage when he was in 3rd year uni... 24, 25 years old? Haha, gives you yi ideas..... lol. I don't think i've mentioned this yet, but my tall, dark, handsome and wonderfully talented bf who just graduated fr salsa 1 is now an -almost- member of jitterbug's performance team: Salsa Fanatico. He, kenneth, porshee, ryan, serene & nicolette (i'm just naming those i know) got in. I, unfortunately, am underaged :p I was... somewhat upset about that, more because i won't be with my salsa khaki's and my dearest while they train rather than for any burning desire to be part of the team... hm. Esp since li brought to mind that he would be dancing with other girls (quite often and quite regularly with the same girls in fact). Added to the fact that we'd be spending so much less time together and that our lives' paths apart from the times we're together seem to be diverging rather rapidly.... Yes. That got me pretty upset... Enough to cry in his arms.
My dear, I AM reassured. We love each other and we're both willing to make the necessary effort to deepen that love. So no matter how often we don't see each other, or how busy/preoccupied each of us get, i know we'd always be in each other's hearts, for neither of us would let this wonderful and lifelong LOVE that we've found together go to seed... iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou.... Registered at 24?? haha, bring it on!! ;) GRINZ.
initial honeymoon period is over, but there's years more yet to go!
Praise God...
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