Thursday, June 23, 2005
I'm attached!!!
Hahaha... yes. For the very FIRST time, i love a guy enough to say yes :P as of last night actually, at the southern-most point of continental asia. *GRIN*
so much has happened that i don't have time to blog it all down!!! Dad's chasing me off the comp coz i gotta wake up at 6am TODAY to leave for KL :( i don't really want to go..... sigh. *heart gets left behind in singapore*
Well first off, we went to sentosa :) had dinner at the hawker centre then planned to watch the musical fountain but decided to go straight to the beach instead (i'm trying to skip to all the good bits here, or i'd never be able to get everything down). And, i finally understand li & fi's preoccupation with sentosa... ;) i can't possibly record down the myriad feelings within me both then and now, so i shall just do a recounting of events.
We... went to the southern-most tip of continental asia (haha) and i looked for stars but couldn't find any (darn), however all the lights from the ships anchored out at sea were pretty dazzling so i pointed that out as our 'stars' instead :p he started singing 'Stars' from Les Miserables, n i joined in (shudder- wish i could sing!!), but it was sweeettt... since we were standing side by side, alone and together :) we then decided to spread the groundsheet (he brought a groundsheet! how planned!! haha!) out so we could sit on the beach and we did. We leaned back to back for a while and talked, before he held me and asked me to be his gf :) :) :) :) :)))))))) *floats far away up to cloud 999* eskimo kiss... kiss.... (i HAVE to put a password on this blog! papa's been fiddling with the internet trying to find out more stuff abt yy... sooner or later he's gonna come across this and i will be KILLED!!!! literally hung, drawn and quartered!!!!!! can someone teach me how to put passwords please??????)
AnYwAy... we left -very very very VERY reluctantly- around 10.30pm and he drove me back home so there u go :p
Papa was practically waiting for me to come home apparently... haha!! Mummy said he flew down the stairs the moment the doorbell rang ;) *grinne* i love my dad... he's so cute =) well, i couldn't AT ALL hide how deliriously happy/ecstatic/over-the-moon/thrilled/elated/euphoric and totally intoxicated with joy i was, so papa n delia (she cut her hair!! i couldn't recognize her at first! she looks so DIFFERENT! so fresh and cute and pretty!!! grinne) were the first to know, followed by mummy, who immediately started hinting (very baldly!!) that i'm too young to be attached and that i should break up and play the field! :p
I can barely believe it happened myself actually... It was just last night!!! It feels... like eons ago..... or like it didn't actually happen but was just a dream..... esp hearing his voice in the morning... i really couldn't believe we were together (at sentosa!!) last night..... hahaha, i suppose i can relate somewhat to how papa n mummy must be feeling, since i can't quite accept it myself :p
Long story short:
We're together, we're in love, & we're planning a future together *beeg smile*
On a different note, i put my pictures from the mission trip to KunMing up, everyone! It's at www.mypicgallery.com/ck7286 then click on the KunMing-06-2005 gallery. John wrote me a letter today! :D And i received a missed call from a china handphone number so i'm wondering if it's him...? The email was... revealing... All i can say is, i DID think he's cute, but my heart's taken, sorry, so that's that :p
*reminder to self* msg sam to say bye when she leaves on sat!!
Sigh... I'm still relieving last night in my mind... Sand in our toes and our hands clasped together... His warmth next to me and his heart against mine... The waves singing softly as two souls meet in love......
Missing you dear... I love you :)
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