Sunday, August 19, 2007
I have a bunch of pent-up emotions that I don't really know how to express...
1) yix lost his hp and it sucks not being able to contact him esp when he doesn't contact me.
2) you yi almost gave up on life and i talked to him today. He couldn't take not hearing from me, so i agreed to not cut him off on the condition that he not try to chase me and we just be friends. He agreed, but i still feel pretty shitty because i know he would agree to just about anything to be with me.
3) so much to do before i go! so much to pack and make ready!!
4) its 2am and yix still hasn't called. screw him, i'm going to sleep.
Good night, me. Time to get used to being alone again (no sweet voice singing me to sleep nor warm hands tucking me in). *cheryl wonders again why she's so stupid*
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