Friday, October 19, 2007
Sigh... Why is love so miserable? I guess this is only what I deserve, given that its the receiving end of how you yi and i were last time.
Well I'm not you yi. I'm nowhere near as good as he is in terms of steadfastness and patience and selflessness.
I love you, ng yi-xian. But you have neither the time nor the effort to spare me. So this is it then. I doubt we'd ever run into each other in school since all those times we did was when I made the effort to look for you.
I hope you find someone as independent as you need her to be. You're a good man. I'm sorry I had to love/need you so much but I couldn't help it though I really tried. Goodbye...
6:06 AM