Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Okay I'm just going to say this straight out and cut through all the crap.
NO more contacting yix except in large gatherings.
If i see him anywhere else, i smile (try to) and walk away. My handphone shall hereby not call nor receive calls from said person. And I'm staying off msn for awhile longer till I get completely over him.
Goal: NO more heartbreak. NO more pain and complications. Re-build emotional fortress and Maximize focus on my studies.
Honestly, yix changes his mind more times and is less reliable than a girl (no offense intended to the female gender). He's hurt me more than any other male in my life and although my heart aches for him, love doesn't necessitate stupidity. It doesn't take a genius to deduce that if you eliminate something that makes you unhappy (and i'm talking about NET happiness here), you automatically become happier (net).
See? I'm feeling better already!
5:06 AM