Monday, May 07, 2007
I'm tired but I can't sleep... Done studying money & banking and moving on to game theory now. sighs... Lord please don't let my grades be counted... Please. Everything's all set for me to come here. SMU is fading and UVA seems more real. Please don't let me stumble on the last hurdle, don't trip me with this tiny stone.
On a different note, You Yi will be here by tonight. Everyone expects it to be awkward and i suppose it will be even though i wish it weren't. I wonder what it'd feel like, seeing him again? To be honest i'm looking forward to it a little... Its hard not to miss someone who's been so much a part of my life for almost 2 years. Even now, we were playing animaro the past few day, just like old times :p I think we might end up together in the long run =/ i don't know... Whatever it is, I'm *kinda* with yix now... And if i transfer to uva, it'd prob stay that way for the next 2 years at least :p mmm... i can't wait for this week to be over. This week, everything will be decided and exams will be over, i can't wait. Hahs.
Yix is such a good guy. When Bjorn told him about his dad passing away, he immediately offered to go back with him to Seattle even though he already had plans for Singapore, but he changed his flight and shifted everything back for his friend. Just now, he told me that his ex's family is in financial difficulties, so he offered to help out at her dad's hawker stall. This from the guy who's invited to Asia's Millionaires parties and wants for nothing... This is him. He puts others before himself more than he realizes or more than he wants to admit. If he were greek, he'd be a spartan. And he would ROCK.
Mmm... I shall shower now and grab breakfast. I pray everything goes well... I pray for strength and wisdom. And I pray this week ends soon.
7:09 PM