Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Thought of the day:
Psychology tests never test what they tell you they're testing.

I spent 4 hours experiencing that today *big blinky eyes* the first 2 were okay. The third one was an audio/visual thing which i might have screwed up coz i kept falling asleep during the missing rhythms :p the last was just boring... i couldn't wait to get out of there! Anyway, i was writing in my notebook in between tests (do NOT leave said notebook alone with nick and budi around! lol) so here's what i was writing...

Overall, I think that there's a lower chance that yix and i will succeed than you yi and i... I really think I'm kinda stupid sometimes... I'm giving up a talented dance partner, intelligent scholar, one who sings and plays computer games with me, who loves me with all his heart and would do anything for me, for a guy with a beautiful pair of eyes I could stare into forever? One who is less book-smart (but more street smart) and doesn't appreciate me much?

Why? Because I want a man, not a boy.

But is it really worth it??

I really worry... And am strongly considering getting back together with you yi even if I come to UVa. I guess it's coz he didn't call me today (except in the morning to make sure I don't oversleep and miss my exam, which is something yix would never do btw) so I'm not annoyed with him as I've been most of the past month or so, which was why we broke up. So I'm in a better (more neutral) state of mind to compare him with yi-xian, and he treats me a whole lot better than does yix. A lot a lot. =/ dear, dear yi-xian is someone i can rely on (he's mature and responsible) for the rest of my life, but he has had waayyy too many women falling at his feet and him helping them up and leaving them behind later, for him to exert any effort to make me stay. Seriously, if we didn't work out, he won't regret it for long... Just move on, get another girl, just another stage of life.

So although we spend a lot of time cuddling, and he says men only cuddle women they have feelings for, I doubt those feelings are strong enough to last a lifetime.

Extraordinary? I'm still praying for ordinary.

Oh yeah, Bryan got the Rolls Royce job! And Jade got her posting in London =) i'm so happy for both of them :) :)

2:29 PM

Cheryl Kong

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