Thursday, April 05, 2007
Jervis said to just forget her and she's not worth it...."just a semester in a new location and she breaks up with you? it's not worth it..means it probably would never have worked out anyway" - You Yi's blog
Umm... I'm hurt? My whole life I've never had anyone dislike me and I'm throwing it all away here? For yix? For a mirage?? I really don't know what I'm doing and what to do. It would be so easy to just go back to You Yi, but in many ways, I've already made my choice and its not something i can just turn away from. I feel like I'm the one doing all the fighting and the yearning and all that here. What a weird triangle... you yi -> me -> yi-xian -> ?
I don't want my life to be some taiwanese drama... I just want a movie with a happy ending :(
1:40 PM