Friday, April 13, 2007

the boy with the beautiful eyes leaves me feeling unfulfilled sometimes... Its funny how he outwardly shuns commitment, but he seems to accept it and desire it more than I do! Like, he'd joke about being single and having lots of women and things like that, yet he was happy when i told him that my mum laughingly referred to him as my new boyfriend whereas I'm the one who goes, nooo he's not my new boyfriend!! And yesterday, he called me when I was asleep and realising that, immediately told me to go back to sleep. When i asked him later how he knew i was asleep, he said, "I know my girlfriend."

To be honest, i don't really think of him as my boyfriend at all and because of that, i haven't given my all to him. It says something that he thinks i have when there's so much more I would/could give of myself to him once i know for sure if I'd be staying at UVA. I guess this is what enjoying the moment is about... Just having companionship not knowing if it'd last forever or not. But the way it leaves me feeling half empty sometimes simply reinforces my desire for something powerful and permanent!

I'm totally clueless about love :p i think i need to do more salsa before I completely lose touch with my sexuality! lol.

Oh. I just realised something... I'm scared of what would happen when you yi and i meet up again at the end of the semester... Yup i'm scared.

2:49 AM

Cheryl Kong

SNGPS/RGS/RJC/SMU/UVA

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