Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Today was such a bad day...
Stupid stupid stupid me... OF COURSE they all knew!! Why won't they?? Why should i expect anyone to treat me so nicely juz coz i'm new or coz i'm me..? no, obviously not. i'm just someone else's niece that's all... not me.
Anyway, that's done and over. Ignorance is bliss as they say, and knowledge is painful. Still, much as i would have enjoyed being blissfully ignorant, i'd still rather know than appear a naive ignoramous.
Stupid stupid stupid...
Da boss wants me to do other stuff as well anyway... write reports as to what can be improved at the branch... take customer surveys etc etc... Stupid... Feel dem f***ed up lah.. another miserable long day and nothing much to look forward to.
Dammit, gonna miss salsa this fri as well... :( :( :(
shit i'm totally falling off the edge now. Working really sucks. And nus FINALLY sent their letter... just a 'yes', no interview, no conditions whatever.. how fixated they are on grades. Stupid too...
Sickening.
11:11 PM