Monday, July 26, 2004
TO ME
stopstopstopstopstopstopstopthinkingabouthim!!! he's not interested n you're just bloody fascinated hence it won't last so stop it already!!!!!! grrrrrr... *slaps myself* stopitstopitSTOPIT!!!!! damnit!
all he did was dance with you, put his hand on your waist, tease you and you're falling for him already!?!?!?!!! GET REAL!! oh heck heck heck heck heck... pon econs lecture because u can't concentrate, can't concentrate because ???? also because i'm dem sleepy coz i took such a long time to fall asleep last night because! ?????????????????????????? !!!
oh stupid stupid girl.... and YES! you're still a girl! still immature and dumb enough to get tangled up by a guy being nice to you, a look, a touch, meaningless!! don't you realise your prelims are in SIX WEEKS?!?!?!??!! that's practically next week! four subjects, one s paper, 3 average, 2 failures... how do you expect to achieve your goal at this rate?????? WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE! there's no time! don't you understand??? NO TIME for emotional hangups! no time for distractions, abstrations, interactions and what not!! oh fish... get a life babe. start studying! (hey oxymoron :p)
studystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudystudy *drills it into my thick head*
no salsa!
*bawls*
9:53 AM