Sunday, February 22, 2004
Words fail me...
how could... how could... how could it happen??? whywhywhywhywhy
oh Lord why did You take him away from us??? WHY?!?!??!!?????!
icannotcryiwillnotcryiwillnotcry
i will not i will not i will not
if i do i won't be able to stop
don't cry don't cry
don't sob your heart out
don't let your tears out
don't wail your grief
or the world will hear
and i won't stop
can't stop
just hold me
just hold me
don't let me go
please...
i need you.. here. with me.
don't cry...
don't.
cry
i gave away my first kiss today... how could the day be so beautiful yet fraught with the darkest of shadows?? *scrunches up in a tight, silent, shuddering ball*
8:15 PM