Wednesday, February 18, 2004
e day b4 yesterday was such a slack day. i just bummed around, moping. *slaps myself* haha, yesterday was better. still slacked, but didn't mope. see preethi! i CAN do it ;P n then again, mebbe not, caz i msged him first. took him long enough to reply (call), but tt's coz they can some officer chat/check thinggy tho i didn't know it at tt point of time. Ate a baci chocolate with those little love msgs inside in spanish, english, french n two other languages i don't recognize :)... it was because of the msg (n my sister's incessant prodding on how the msg was not a coincidence) tt i gave in n msged him first =P
And to learn not to love others is to not love oneself
omg... jason! :P my whole class thinks he's "in love" with me!! HE'S NOT!!!!! blah! ;p lol... just because he volunteered to do my chinese essay for mi...! so he's nice! :P i feel bad though, for taking advantage of that *charinged lopsided grin* haha! germaine is the best tho! she 'freeloaded' him into doing hers too coz she was sitting opposite me when he offered. Hahahaha!! no shame... ;) *grinz*
seriously tho, what's wrong with jason?? i honestly don't know how i know him *gestures accusingly at my brain where there's a gaping hole in my memory bank* lol. kevin too, don't know how i met him either! haha!! lousy memory... back to the point, he's got a reputation for being strange... But why? i don't geddit... he's nice, perhaps a little different in his mannerisms n stuff, but hey! everyone's unique =) besides, strangeness is a point of view. as i was discussing with kim last nite, do the ppl in mental hospitals think they're crazy? nooo... they just see the world in a different light. Albert Einstein was an eccentric n probably considered mad and more than a little strange by his peers... not that i'm saying jason's the next eistein (u never know) but it's just an analogy ;) haha *thought: strange ppl can consider strange those who consider them strange* -grrinnnee- how subjective :p
The only thing i really didn't like was him... "pawing" me, as germaine calls it ;p yech! i mean, i like being held as much as the next gal by someone i LIKE but please, don't get too familiar with mi =p yep. now wat...? can't stand it.... why is the future so vague??? If only i knew where i were going... :( siighhhhhhhhh........... [punches mr.bounderby n his smirking sneering leering bloated face]
When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
~ Harder to Breathe {Maroon5}
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