Sunday, January 04, 2004
we are in a limbo now... hanging there, suspended in nothingness, completely irresolute. we are neither just friends, nor more than friends. outside this grey space are the many possiblities that we could live on in, the multiple futures that may happen. And at this pt, i believe the choice of where to go fr here is up to him.
I have laid myself bare n made my choices which, for better or for worse, have brought us to this stage. Now it is his turn to choose whether to follow his heart or his mind... whether he would listen to the logicality of my words or the emotion behind them.
He knows i still like him, for i have not hidden it but rather, made it quite obvious :p. It really depends if he wants to continue liking me that way n letting his feelings go deeper, perhaps waiting for me and i for him... or if he would chose to stop it here, and now. making this... the end.
10:00 AM