Saturday, August 09, 2003
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!
yeps, today is singapore's 38th birthday. can't say i'm overjoyed but... it wasn't a bad day altogether. not bad actually, a lot of... introspective thought. thanks jp. spent most of the day at pc... slept a total of 2.5hrs last night... unsuprisingly, we never got around to playing mahjong :p by the time i went to sleep though, it was 6am... woke at 8.30 and lazed in bed, den woke ee sang up at 10 when her mum called but refused to believe that it was really ee sang she was talking to. lol...
uncle kok fong took delia away n gave tracy n i a lift to ps. took a cab to big splash fr there :p jp was alone in the office n we talked for almost 2hrs i think... he's wonderful to talk to. really :) feeling rather {honored? not quite the right word} that he took me a little into his confidence. emotional deposition he called it :) supremely trustworthy, glad that i met him... :) listening to him (he was doing most of the talking) rather helped me sort myself out, putting signposts on the numerous branching paths before me you could say he did. rare guy that one, though i hope he too has someone to confide in, someone who will light those expensive LED torchlights that won't go out for 12years, in his way should darkness obscure him. yes. helped him plaster holes in e wall... don't think i did a very good job tho it was fun :P -smile-
spent the day slacking at pc office basically... not a day i feel like talking. mind's a little wound up n tense... didn't get a chance to go borders unfortunately :p it was a nice respite though, n my first time in cheng's comfy hammock :) :) haha, funny guy was trying to roll in it~ lol... he did manage a recovery though ;) *grinz* nice cheng, doesn't get enuff to eat... people prefer to feed his cats... i wonder why~ ;P lol *gRInZ* heehee... made mi believe for half a second tt kh was playing in their team ;p bluff mi... haha.
caifong n ee sang would be happy to noe tt their paddle is now drying at pc office :) i suppose u'll be able to use it come wednesday sang :) haiz... i'm too guai. turned down dinner at yi wen's house with all e pc peeps as well as dinner at cf's house (from which e ndc fireworks are supposedly visible) with his family. yepz, came home to kfc n instant noodles to eat by myself while reading the sequel to 'ill-made mute'... :p hmm, i am possibly the only singaporean who did not at all watch ndc (nary a glimpse) n spent it playing hmm3 on the comp (which i haven't played in ages). yeshhh... genius juz called... gotta call him back i suppose. sighs.
there was something else i wanted to say but forgot. nvm, here's a parting thought...
"happiness is merely the difference between expectation and outcome."
~ maeve, the one-eyed carlin of the bitterbyne sequel
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