Saturday, July 26, 2003
Just came back fr pc n pigged out on durians, rambutans, icecream n profitorles (?)!!! *gRInZ*
Wahh!!!!! SO FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
OMG kenta hoya is HANDSOME! like seriously heartbreakingly bREatHtaKingLY GORGEOUS!!!!! I am SPEECHLESS! there are no words to describe kenta hoya, the captain of the men's jap canoepolo team :D :D *bEEg GrINZ* :D LOL... seriously, i was at pc office, n this guy came in... broad shouldered, muscular, tanned... i DID NOT KNOW HE WAS KENTA HOYA!!! Like hello???? Whenever cheng mentioned 'kenta hoya' and 'he's dem good', i ALWAYS thought KH would be some old pro... maybe in his forties or something, with yEArs of experience under his wing, but nooooooooooooo...!! He's 27 (this year), been playing since he was 15, lives in tokyo and works as a systems engineer for Honda... ;) heehehehehehehehehe~
Oh my goodness gracious me oh my... he's the best looking guy i've seen since............ aragorn??? and the best looking i've seen with my own eyes since.......... never??????????? LOL *grinz* muahahahahaha.... his eyes are bEyoNd BEAUTIFUL!!! They are... a charming shade of hazel, sparkling like a calm lake on a bright crisp spring morn... and when he smiles, the exquisite lake ripples with laughter, sending waves of warmth through anyone looking into it, shining from depths unknown, hinting mysterious treasures hidden beneath...
Oh him..!! Even when he's not smiling, when he looks at you, it seems his eyes seem to pierce right through you, seeing into the very substance of your soul, stripping away layers upon layers of deceptive facades and finding the core of who you are.... and he'd smile. sweetly. his whole face conveying his sincerity and unaffected tenderness... and he is not arrogant at ALL!!!!! Seriously! He's a superb player, he plays canoepolo like nobody's business, he surpasses even cheng (they're de same age) yet he's sooo... NICE!
He's friendly, funny and he tries really hard! like he's totally sincere about teaching us, never even mEnTioNinG the cost... and he really reallly really makes an effort to communicate with us in english so as to put across his explanations effectively!! haha, suddenly i have this burning desire to learn jap!!! *gRInZ* lol... yeah he came into the office and i was so SHOCKeD!! different ppl have different tastes, different views of what is considered handsome and good-looking, but i can safely say he's in the 'above average' range for EVERYONE!!!! ;) heehee! me, i was sEvEReLY affected :P he LITERALLY took my breath away!!! he's jap, but not your average jap guy now... not fair cute and skinny-sissyish 'shuai ge' that you see on tv nowadays, but the strong, samurai-warrior type!!!! :D *fans herself vigorously* like OMG he's the antithesis of everything i expected him to be (except skill-wise of course)~!! like his heartfelt way of speaking and joking, his genuine attempt at friendship.... *pulse races* i have no idea why he's affecting me like this!! it's not just his looks! looks count for nothing in the end... but more of the intense magnetism emanating from him, drawing me inexorably towards him like a moth drawn to the enticing warmth of the flame, lured by it's vibrant and pulsating energy and radiance..
when i saw him, 2 seconds later i smsed grace, telling her "quick quick! teach me how to say 'welcome to singapore' in jap!!!" lol! she didn't reply so i smsed daniel instead... and boy was he tickled!!! *grinz n whacks daniel* hahaha!! wah liao, i asked him to sms me how to say 'welcome to singapore' in jap but nooo.. that nice boy went to send me 'your eyes are beautiful', 'can we keep in contact' n 'you are very shuai' instead!!!! LOL hahahahahaha!!! and you know what happened? ... daojia read the msg! and he started passing my hp around despite my VAIN attempts to retrieve it! Then guess what, he passed it to cheng whom i didn't know could read jap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *MORTIFIED* cheng read it out! he got so far as 'your eyes are beautiful' in jap when i abandoned all decorum and threw myself bodily at him and GRABBED my phone back!!!!! and kenta hoya was laughing... that beautiful, devastatingly joyous laugh!! *heart dances madly around and goes on holiday to cloud 9* he repeated tt jap phrase a few times with this teasing look in his eyes, mischievious and cheeky altogether! *melts into a puddle on the floor* yeah...... he thought it was my boyfriend sms-ing me that :P *phew* thank goodness!! i'd just DIE if he thought i was saying it about him...! SERIOUSLY!! :P :P :P
my goodness, my hearts really beating unaccountably fast, and it's been nigh on two hours since i said my farewells to him.. oh noooooooo.... he's leaving on monday morning 6am :( :( :( :( :( that was the last time i expect i'd ever see him.. *sobs* argh i can't believe it! i actually felt this little pain.. this little pang of loneliness and heartache when i let myself think that i'll never be seeing him again...!! oh no this is bad~ :P
btw, did i mention he's newly-wed???? ;P lol.
OMG DANIEL I AM GOING TO KILL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you didn't!!! i can't BELIEVE you DID!!!!!!!!!!! DANNNNNNNIELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL *hangs daniel upside down over a burning fire, skins him and cuts him into itsy bitsy pieces* he snuck in 'to see me' behind the 'hope you enjoyed urself in singapore and come back' msg tt i asked cheng to pass to him!!! NOOOOO!!!!!!!! i am HUMILIATED! i sWeAR!!! I'm going to migrate to to north pole and sell icecream to polar bears and penguins!!!!!! I will NEVER be able to live it down i tell you!! *laughs hysterically then faints in a hammerstroke of shock* Daniel: you have hereby humiliated, disgraced and embrassed me to the ends of my hair and the tips of my toenails~!! *whacks daniel*.... *whacks him again* };p
my dearest friends...... thank you for being that little (or not so little) breath of wind in my life, for reviving the cinders within and banking it with your closeness :)
Sometimes our light goes out
but is blown into flame by another human being.
Each of us owes deepest thanks to those
who have rekindled this light.
~ Albert Schweitzer
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