Thursday, July 24, 2003
i'm back!! :D
okkayyyy................ now i can't quite remember what i wanted to write.. :P haha, my memory's so bad i'll probably forget to bring myself to school one day. haha, that'll be good! *gRInZ*
oh yes, nizam. YOU'RE A GREAT FRIEND TOO!!!!! hahaha!! :D :D it's true u know, what u said, tt i only know u thru a friend.. more like a few friends though, since we both know ppl like andee, yee yen, jen, nita etc.. :) i don't know u very well though, only thru ur blog :P still, i find that many of the thoughts u express in your blog spell out with startling clarity what i feel too at times. Except you articulate MUCH better than me :) To be honest, i think we COULD be great friends, except that we don't interact much... hence i find you a potentially very very very good friend, but we're not there yet ;p (thank the propitious wave *grinz* somehow or other, it sounded a lot better in ur blog... i was really moved when i read it by the way! mebbe bcoz u typed it out~ lol..)
i can't go into much detail about the other thing i wanted to talk about, as i now have people (i know) reading my blog.. hmm. both blessing and bane :)
to adhere to the basics, i was not feeling very good last week... as illustrated in previous entries on my blog. yes.. couldn't take it anymore on sat and broke down. at least, i cried when talking to my mum (who was trying to force me into something and not understanding at all) inside pc office after training... good thing no one noticed though, or at least, i think only caifong did.. yeah. he called on sunday nite trying to find out what was wrong..... i wouldn't tell him.
i feel... terrible about not being able to share with him, but it's not stuff i tell ppl, see, i'm not even typing it in my blog~ :P haiizzz.......... jc life is superficial. one day when i'm bored with nothing to do, i shall expound on the superficiality of it... too tired to do so now, just came back from inter-fac floorball against engine. haha, we (arts) were trashed, totally! seven-nil or something like that :P ah well... not bad this was the first game eVa~ for most of us :)
Wait, i'm digressing... :P meant to talk abt cf when i was updating this during gp this afternoon (now is nite), but its all out of my head now.. bleah. but i do have some stuff to say abt mr.genius though.
you're getting too close,
too close to me.
don't take my space
it's space for me,
my one and only
let me be, let me off
please don't make me do it again..
let it be, let it rest
let me out of the rain
this rain of yours.
hmm. wait a sec... Alanis Morissette says it a lot better...:
Like Anyone Would Be
I Am Flattered By Your Fascination With Me
Like Any Hotblooded Woman
I Have Simply Wanted An Object To Crave
But You You're Not Allowed
You're Uninvited
An Unfortunate Slight
Like Any Uncharted Territory
I Must Seem Greatly Intriguing
You Speak Of My Love Like
You Have Experienced Love Like Mine Before
But This Is Not Allowed
You're Uninvited
An Unfortunate Slight
I Don't Think You Unworthy
I Need A Moment To Deliberate
- Uninvited
and then again, what she's saying is not quite what i'm feeling..... no time to illustrate / explain / analyze / evaluate my feelings right now... econs test on production n costs tmr which i have NOT studied for at all~!! =P
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