Sunday, July 27, 2003
i came online to post something... hmm, i dunno what to post!? haha, lol... i'm still in a laughing, happy, lifted good mood cozzzz i JUST re-read my sat entry on dear KH (for the millionth time?) and everytime i read it and recall, i get sooooo HAPPY again *grinz gRInZ* :D :D :D
aiyoh... i agree with those peeps on de left ;) i AM going crazy~ hehe, i LIKE crazy!!!!! *stands on her head and balances an apple on her toes* i'm DYING to go pc again today... like somebody grab me and chain me to my chair before i can't stand it anymore and hail a cab to east coast!! *smilingly dismal crooked grin* -laugh- well he's leaving tmr *feels tt painful tug on my heartstrings* and i suppose all i can do now is treasure my wonderful memories of him and relive the beauty whenever i feel sad :)
"Unremembered, yesterday is extinct.
Without yesterday, today has no meaning.
Who are you, if forgotten?
Who are you, but the sum of your memories?"
- Ertish Saying
from The Ill-Made Mute, by Cecilia Dart-Thornton
everyone read tt book! i'm only at chapter 2 so far, but her vocab is incredible and the descriptions wondrously inspiring :) :) :)
hmmz, there was something else i wanted to say but i kinda forgot........... *silly smile* haha~ guess what (what follows is not what i actually wanted to say, but notable none-the-less), my mum's seriously considering my subtle (NOT!) suggestion of going to japan at the end of the year to go skiing!!!!!!!!!!!! *massive beam* muahahaha. i'll just see him again, experience the fun-ness of having my insides turned into a pot of bubbling boiling water, my head go giddy and my knees weak... all the glorious symptoms of [love] sickness ;) :P lolx~
oh yeah, i recalled what i wanted to say... and that is.......
GOD IS GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes. *satisfied nod* God is very very very good :) :) friday was possibly the worst day of the year as yet and though my friends certainly bouyed my spirits up, God was the one who made everything okay again. hmm, not quite 'okay', since things might never be the same again, but i've been reading andee's n nitams' blogs and saturday seemed a good day for quite a few of us =) Give praises to the Lord!! eeps, dun mean to be all 'holier-than-thou', but i really feel that God has touched my life these past few days and made a HumONgoUs difference... this flashing lighthouse drawing forth my wrecked ship into the safe berth of His harbour.
Besides, today IS Sunday.. and the Sabbath :) and who else could have made such a splendid creation as kenta hoya??????? LOL *gRInZ* =D
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