Thursday, May 29, 2003
Date: 2003-05-25 20:49
Subject: blogging
haiz! can't get into blogger... dunno wat's wrong :P so m posting here first den will update my blog later.
I am soooooooooo tired. Did comm service today fr morning up till 6pm, was collecting donations for e courage fund (yahhh.. sars thinggy =/ ). It's almost nine now, n i have a lit (poetry) essay to hand up, a gp compre to do, lit file as well as notebook for prince... then there's chinese compo and goodness knows what else i've forgotten... :( :( :( suffice to say, I have not started any of them.
Bone-weary. Slept at 6am this morning. Was talking to ee sang till almost 2am last nite, couldn't sleep after tt :P learned quite a bit from her... including this long story on how genius began to like me etc. Haha, i'm so tired i don't have energy to laugh... bleah. Apparently, smtime early feb, i walked past cf in the corridor (din noe him at tt time) and he was wif genius. according to ee sang which was according to cf, genius nudged cf n asked him if i was chio/sweet/good-looking (one of those, she can't remember, which is quite stupid since i am none) then cf was like "what if i tell you i kNoW her coz she's my jUniOr??!" yeah.. and thus began cf's chatting to mi over icq, which explains his ABSURB first convo abt love n bgr... i still remember his last sentence being smthing like "who knows, [genius]-i'm not saying his name- might just be your prince charming!" yeah. no WONDER he forever tells mi abt him lor... sighz :P explains SO much. you know, he could have just told me all this himself? instead of telling ee sang, who, incidentally, wasn't supposed to tell mi aniwae =/ strange......
yeah, dunno wat to do abt genius... at the moment, i don't like him the way he likes me. smitten would be the word i suppose, and stuff like tt don't last, so i think i need to have a nice long talk wif him abt our friendship/relationship soon... i think given time, i could possible return his feelings, but right now, i still feel more comfortable arnd cf den around him, so i think he needs to slow down abit, give me time :P haiz.... i'm so tired. pe tmr :(
oh yeah, and i wanted to mention ee sang n cf. they are soooooo gonna get together :P i feel a little strange abt that. overall, i'm totally happy n excited, but there's this little seed deep inside me (VERY DEEP mind you), that wishes he liked mi instead :( haiyoh. our life dem drama. feels like some lousy soap opera... haha.
Questions to ask CF:
1) what's his status with ee sang now? ergo, how does he feel etc n what's he gonna do abt it??
2) what/who is this wateva tt's keeping him fr fully commiting himself to ee sang?? [not me i know]
3) y did he not tell mi abt genius himself?!
ahhhh... feel more awake now. time to do lit... :( will try to write abt saturday and it's 'coincidental' meetings tmr if i remember :P
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